Sunday, April 25, 2004
My Tongue!
I dreamt a weird dream last night - I cut my tongue out!
Want to know more and what does it mean by the interpretation of my Dream Book?
[A Dinner, A Concert, A Dream - A Night]
Coming Soon ... I'm going to have another night adventure ...z.zz..Z...ZZZ 
Thursday, April 22, 2004
Ah Far
It's nearly summer. Ah Far, my cat, sheds his hair every here and there. I brushed him last night and this morning and gave out two balls of hair in a ping-pong size (when squeezed hardly).
After the grooming process, he looks lighter and slimmer. Long hair was brushed out and shorter new left (Ah Far is of long-haired breed). Ha, he looks smarter now! I have to re-consider about giving his fur a cut... 
A photo before grooming.
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
The A to Z of Dreams
Bought a book, “The A to Z of Dreams”.
I used to dream a lot, especially when I’m nervous or in low moods. Nearly half of them were so vivid that it came true some days later (sometimes I see things go in the way that I have seen before), or they seem that they have occurred somewhere, sometime. When I was young, I used to dream of some unimportant daily scenes like having what for breakfast and arguing with my brother, etc. I didn’t take them in serious and, of course, never bother to tell anybody about them. But, years after, I found that they had come true sooner of later. During the same time, I gave out bad dreams (and ridiculous ones as well) in the ways as to express my worry, yet found they have never come to the reality. Since then, I started to give out bad dreams and keep the good ones in my heart. So, dear friends, sorry that I’ve never shared those happiness to you. 
I’ve not dreamed much during the past two years. It’s dreadful in those days. One word to conclude – hard. Seven days a week, 9 hours a day (on average, excluding lunches and traveling time); damn slept every night. But the dreams come again starting these two months, starting a non-fulltime working life.
The book might not be a good one, but it’s hoped to find some relieve from it. I’ll be sharing some views in the book to you some days. 
Ok, I’ll start my reading.
Monday, April 19, 2004
中文﹖中文！
很久沒有用中文寫作…
Sunday, April 18, 2004
It's Spring!
Spring - a word for new, begin, reform, restart, ... and hope in poetry.
Spring - a word for wet, nothing to wear, ichy ... lazy in my life.
I don't have much impression on spring times. Spring comes so quiet that we don't often notice even when it's gone! It's been cool (even cold sometimes) all time after the Lunar New Year. You can still see ladies (except me) wearing winter clothing everywhere. Something lighter and brighter in colour should be worn! Yet, I still have to wear a jacket with a thin cardigan inside ... I do have some "spring clothes" but most of them are too "cool to wear" or too bright to wear when rainy. As a result, they are worn not more than 10 times a year just because I can't wear them or don't want to make them dirty! Jackets and cardigans everyday, and, the worst is, it'll be hot next month and I have to put them out of my wardorbe as they are too "too hot to wear"! Sigh!!!
About the rainy weather, I hate it the most! In spring, it's never hot and shiny enough to evaporate the water on roads and in the air away quickly after rain. And, the wind (or, you may call it breeze, in a nice way) is never strong enough to blow the wet atmosphere away before I get mad. I don't feel like walking on or touching anything which is wet and that's why I pass the most laziest time in springs.
My skin is allergic to "every little thing" in the air, e.g. dust particle, germs, "bugs" ... and any sudden changes in humidity and temperature. It turns red, bulges out and gets itchy and wet increases the frequency of getting these allergic reactions.
Spring - no fashion, no mood and itchy.
Friday, April 16, 2004
My shoes
This picture is taken by my friend. Did my drawing a good one?
However, I found a pair of apple green with a less high heel one at IT today, although they are $100 more expensive than mine (bought at a dicounted price). Well, never look back ...
Can you imagine how high the heels of my shoes by looking at the shadow?
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Enter the 
Gay guy … Don’t expect too much on seeing “gay” scenes in “Enter the
It’s well known that Stephen Fung is a diligent and patient guy at work. An amazing guy he is, Fung did a “film” of his magic performance (of course, he’s learnt magic performance for years). It’s heard that he used two years time to film his magic performance and tricks to his friends with his camera hidden! I do really want to take a look of this legendary film. The title of the VCD is “Life is Magical!” please tell me if you saw one in a shop! 
However outstanding the director is, the guy in the movie who most impressed me was Daniel Wu.
Before the movie is filmed, Wu is merely a model and an idol of many ladies of their 20s. One of my friends fonds of him very much. She keeps a 2R photo of Wu in her purse and tells everybody that he is her boyfriend (dreamed), and she is a 26 year-old kindergarten teacher (QKT). At that time, I don’t know Wu is fond of filming and knows Kung Fu … I was in doubt of his talent although he has directed a film recently. Until the filming of this film, I knew from the media about his talent and his concentration on movie … And, after seeing the movie, I was completely attracted by him. He’s a gay guy in the story, and he did it! He did it in a very nice way (although I don’t have any friend who is gay) and as attractive as he was! A “Model-fit” body with a handsome face … I’ve long haven’t been that fond of a man/actor since Leslie Cheung.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Self-Abuse: Fatal yet Beautiful
I bought a pair of shoes two weeks ago. Bright pink high-heel sandals in platform style, made in Spain. (I wish I could show you how beautiful on my foot they are, yet all I have is a mobile phone with a silly camera and I'm in trouble with the email connection. Nevertheless, I got a similar picture from the web, and I've tried my very best to resemble it to mine.) 
I forgot all about my bills at the time I saw them. Of course, I took them home 20 minutes afterwards. They were originally $8xx, but it's lucky that I paid only $5xx in the promotion period. They were cared with fabric protector immediately - this is the first time I take care of a pair of shoes like this.
The sandals are not worn until today. The week I bought them was too cool to wear and last week seemed to be rained at anytime... Mr Apollo ordered his slave to work properly today finally. It's warm and sunny! So, I quickly matched the sandals with white T-shirt, white skirt and a cardigan of the same bright pink colour although I have no place to go but teaching. They were too sharp that every lady passed by had her eyes on them. 
Sooner, I found that I was in trouble... I should have mentioned the fact (and I knew that at the time I purchase) that the heels are 3" high on a 1/2" platform. That means I gained 3.5" in height and just walking on my toes only. It's perfectly OK to walk incline and up-stairs but roads not always go up. My steps become shorter and shorter, slower and slower... Could not endure the embarrasment of being "tortured" by a pair of gorgeous looking shoes, I pretended I was in a leisure mood and set off 10 minutes earlier than usual. No hurrying, nor (of course) running, with those beautiful pink bogles.
Beautiful but Painful or "Country" yet Healthy? What will you choose?
Know what? I had a great goal today...
You know what a goal is? In Chinese, it's "se ball"; a "goal kick" in soccer. Well, we friends take this as a "purposed sick leave". Yes, we take sick leave purposingly.
It's been a great risk having a "goal kick" today because it's a Saturday. I work the whole day on Saturdays; I earn the most on weekends. It's easy to lose clients, the students, and get your partner, the owner of the piano company, angry failing them on Saturdays as most of the clients only free on Saturdays and this brings in the optimal income. Yet, I's too tired and have no mood to go teaching. That's why it's a great goal today.
It hasn't been a great day. I usually take purposed sick leave merely as a result of low esteem, not because of there's something I am to do. But I had my home a small clean-up this afternoon. 
Saturday, April 10, 2004
A life being a "richy lady" ("fu por" in Chinese)
It's been a month need not working fulltime. A friend of mine really desires this kind of lifestyle, spend everything - time, money and energy - on anything at wills. "How's your first day of your Fu-Por's life?" she asked on my "first-day".
Well, yes, I do love my life after quitting the fulltime job. Wake up "naturally", do anything at anytime time you want, shopping, watching TV, going to the beauty salon...is that your dream-life, too?
Yes, it's almost a richy-life if I'm not to earn my living, if I'm not to mind my spending, if I'm not to keep track on budgeting, if I'm not to pay any plastic bills. Yes, a "richy-life" without money. 
Money is nothing but a necessity. I do really happy on everyday and everything not related to an S with a double-strike vertically. Yet, the root of nearly everything is money. Money can't buy everything, but you need it for almost everything. It costs once you step out of your home - transports, meals...you buy, you spend. It costs you stay at home, too - you pay rent when you need home, you drink water & take showers, lighting, TV & PC need electric supply, you can't always take cold baths/showers, you have to eat, connecting yourself to the others costs you an internet connection...
Money doesn't equal to happy, but you seldon happy when you have no money. One of my boyfriends, Mr J, an Leo, changes a new topic abruptly every single time I talk of my finacial difficulty, given that I'm not to ask him for any assistant. He "insists" to change the topic even I tell him that I just want my emotion to be shared (and I need no help financially). Guess what, he earns the most among the four. I can't think of any reason he has to keep the relationship. One of the others, Mr C, a Scorpio, keep asking me if I'm OK finacially and give me money even I say that I'm OK. The other one, Mr A, a Sagittarius, just asked if I will accept his offer of some money for clothing every month although that's not a big sum.
"Why you still keep the relationship with Mr J?" you may ask. What a good question. Yes, I don't need to keep this relationship. But, that won't change much I don't keep it. Just let it fade or go. Or, at a time, I may ask him out. Yet, it's not the time now. At least, I don't have any guilty to him at this moment. Yes, I'm a freak! 